I know this blog is supposed to be about me changing into a - hopefully - physically and mentally better person, but there are certain things about me that I would never want to change. Ever!
For starters, I shall always hope to be able to look better than I did in April last year, when I die. I've always been fat and if I can be said to have a lifelong ambition, it has always been to be the best looking ah-pek corpse the Penang mortician and coffin shop people have ever seen. The one time in my life I looked really good enough to pose for a naughty photo like this, it was for no more than a few months before illness, depression and all sorts of other nonsense took their toll and my body reverted to fat and flabby. But I'll never stop trying to look better than this. NEVER!
